LukeyBoy’s blog

Oh my god... If anoher of my friends tells me that i shouldn't get my heart to involved with this girl who i'm 'seeing' i am going to scream... Its all good fun i know!! if im honest my friends know me all to well. Some of them don't even know me that well they can just tell what im like! Not this time tho... I have decided that if i don't just enjoy myself and forget any heavy shit im wasting my time and evryone will label me as an emotional no go area. Im such a bloody girl! Fun Fun Fun!!! Well I have got 2 days until all my work is due in and im finished for the summer! whoo hoo! Were all going out to celebrate on thurs night so I gotta play it cool. Be a player so im told. Im banned from thinking about or talking about my feelings. Thats the only way to get a repeat night of last week! Fingers well and truly crossed! 

Life is great... la la la la la la... Life is fab... do do do do do do... I didn't go to sleep last night... hum hum huim hum hum... Best night of my life... No games... de de de de de... No head fucks... I'm grinning from ear to ere... zipadee do da zipadee day, my oh my what a wonderful day...

I Just bought this album for what is likely to be the third time ever. (Don't ever lend me a cd!) It really does bring back a flood of memories. Many a break up did i spend lying on my back, hugging my dog rip, (Whether he wanted to or not) and becoming engrossed by the haunting, ambient sounds of Portishead. Its probably the most definitive album of my teenage years. I find it really hard to believe that it was made in 1994! Like another album of the time, Leftfield Leftism, it has hardly dated! 13 years and its production quality stands up alongside many a modern album. I must say i got a little freaked out by one song on the CD. Unlike all the other songs, which i still know back to front and upside down, this particular song was completely alien to me. Weird! I came to the concusion that years back I had made a tape of the album, which i listened to death. My guess is i somehow forgot to put that particular song on the tape. So now you know!

Lx 

Living in preston can be a weird experience.

Its not long been given city status and the explosion of the university (perhaps that is an inapproriate description at this current time in the world) sorry... the massive expansion of the university has changed the place, even since i have been here. Sometimes i feel sorry for the locals having to deal with an ever incresing number of students. I'm sure it must feel like a saturday every night of the week. But then saying that its a double edged sword because when students get their loans its spend spend spend. I used to live in Newport, south Wales. I remember visiting the place a decade or so ago, and i remember thinking that it was the most depressing place i'd ever been, including Merthyr Tydfil! But when i lived there my opinion changed completely. Okay it had its rough areas, what city doesn't, but it had a real charm and the people were a real laff... I miss the place and can honestly say i wouldn't mind living there again one day. Newport had also recently been given city status and I can draw real comparisons with preston. I'm no scally, chav, whatever, but in both cities i have made friends with people who if i'm honest would intimidate my in the street.I have always said i would want to bring up children in builth or the like, but one day I'd love to make a home in a 'New' City.

wow... This is gonna be fun.

Is this where i write? Oooooh i see... Just been to a mini rehearsal which was fun. It was more of a costume call really. Had to try on some sexy long johns. I felt a bit naive cos i had to ask what they were. Then she brought them out... mmm...